每当我去我朋友的部落格时，心总是有点不舒服的感觉…
如果你有注意到我朋友的部落格， 差不多98%都是用 blogspot 的！
虽然我用 blogspot 的时间并不长，转眼间在blogspot里已经写了一年了！ （我删除过很多旧的文章 =____________=）但不知不觉，都会有对它有感情。
时间越长，自然就有感情了嘛～
坦白的说，我来蚂蚁的另一种原因是朋友们都很忙，很少会抽空时间来浏览我的 blogspot （因为我又不是很会写文章的那种人）。蚂蚁就是属于社会区部落格，留言方便，来到这里有人看，好让我有动力继续写部落格吧？
就是因为这个，就忽略了当时许下的承诺，写部落格因为要加强英文程度！（我一路来都是用英文来写的～）
其实我之前有一度想要放弃蚂蚁，回到 blogspot 那边继续磨练英文。反正，在家里讲华语，看华语报 （也有看英文报的），跟死党用华语来交谈，那有机会学英文？
可是，你可知道我能开到这个窝的过程中何谈容易？
难道要看到我之前的努力就这样白费掉吗？
蚂蚁的气氛，我很喜欢，我不想离开！！
虽然在这里有对我不爽的人， 但就是赶不走我！我也不知道为什么，这也许是我坚持不要离开蚂蚁的原因吧?
在三月三十一日，我做了一个重要的选择： 放弃 blogspot，来这里写双语！
就像我的朋友 bluey那样！因为实在不能兼顾两个部落格
如果 chisinpo 和 crazygirl 知道了我在蚂蚁开窝时，一定会来骂我的！
可是我不想回头， 不想要忘掉蚂蚁，从新开始过。。。
我知道我这么做可能会害到我不能磨练英文，但我也不想要回头从新开始过。
现在，每当我去我朋友的部落格时，都会有一种可惜的感觉～
有一种像一道墙在我面前阻止我和朋友的部落格沟通；
我真的要放弃 blogspot 吗？
难得我可以和朋友在一起分享它的系统.
我真的要放弃吗？
虽然心情复杂，有点两头回不到岸的感觉，但毕竟这是我的决定…
再见 blogspot~
或许，我还会需要你的…
[#M_English Version|close| 31 March 2008, the day where I made my decision:
Give up blogspot, continue blogging life at antzblog!
I understand that this is a chinese blog service provided! I’ve disobeyed my initial decision, which is I blog because I want to improving my english!
“your english is not that good already, why are you doing here???”
“I thought that you started to write a blog just to improve your english?? Why are you here?”
You might ask me why…
I know i’m not suppose to be here;
for one, I wanted to give up here, head back to blogspot.
But do you know, it’s not easy for me to get this blog??
I just can’t imagine that, all my hardwork being done before will be just…GONE, if I choose to give up here~
Perhaps antzblog could drives me continue to blog,
I get supports if I’m here,
Not to say I won’t get supports at blogspot…
I did! sometimes…
Antzblog is a blog service provider that won’t allow any outsiders purposely sign in blog, and just let your blog dead. In the mean time, you can make new friends, you can read blogs, you won’t feel frustrated if your friends did not update. Isn’t that just what I want?
Good thing is, I still can write in English. But this time, I must write both, since this is a chinese BSP.
Now when I take a peep on my friends’ blog, I don’t feel good.
As you know, most of my friends are using blogspot!
It’s just like I’ve a barrier infront of me, like hard to approach them.
Or maybe I feel like I’m not the same group as them already…
I know it’s sounds weird, but that is what I think!
Eventhough I feel not good, this is my choice.
Goodbye Blogspot~
Perhaps, I’ll go back to you some time, some other day…_M#]
